Posted by: Dr Churchill | October 30, 2018

The Agony of Hope

Revisiting my old dogeared copy of the book by Alexis De Tocqueville, on his observations about “Democracy in America” of 1830s — I was once again surprised to find more nuggets of truth that he shared with the world when describing America as a messy rabble-rousing nation with a new found form of government called Democracy, that was resurrected by the Founders from the ancient Athens and from the fecund minds of the willy Greeks that invented it.

And yet it also harkened back to the English parliament the mother of all parliaments, that had been operating well near eight hundred years at the time that Alexis De Tocqueville wrote these words in his book Democracy in America, in 1835 — shy of a couple of hundred years earlier than today’s stories of violent trouble makers and vicious malcontents, bloodying our people.

Indeed Alexis De Tocqueville a French aristocrat, found, our Great American Experiment, full of stumbling blocks, weaknesses and failures. Yet Alexis managed to see a bit more in our broken world, and he admitted that we are not ever going to get all that we want from our system of Governance, but we will be enterprising enough as a nation, so that we can manage to make a comeback…

He was hopeful on our behalf, and about our prospects.

And so am I. Because today, and for the first time — I allow myself to speak a bit more openly about my personal journey as a person singled out with a sentence of death for being an Open and Independent Thinker and a Voice of Reason in an America that is sorely divided in the throes of a Civil War.

Because as I found out — my purpose and my journey’s deliverance is that I’m here to agitate for healing and a measure of hope for our country and for our people, and maybe through my speaking out, I can signal the start of our National Journey towards Reconciliation.

And to guide our steps towards that glimmer of a sunlit horizon, that I call, our Journey to Hope.

Because in my prophetic flow from my prayers, that is in a nutshell, our National Journey to be.

Indeed, I would agree with Alexis, that we are a People of Hope.

And there is rich irony here too, because the fact that we always revert to crass brutality, banality of evil, and violent tidings, at the slightest sign of conflict — and yet somehow we are saved & delivered each and every time.

This indeed, causes me much agony.

Because even if we are returned to our true compass bearing, that of Hope, it is always through the agony of assassination that takes away our best leaders, our best people, our top most Thought emancipators — and then we are left bereft and scared to death, so that we choose to lay down our arms, and perhaps come to parlay for peace terms and much much later, we might get together and renounce the fruits of violence, and this all too un-civil war.

And it is always those in command who dare tell the people to engage in incivility and somehow they are believed because hate has a way with words and it get to be more believable than the few world that love has to offer.

But I ask you this: Do we always have to have this bloody sacrifice in order to appease the Gods of Civil War and brotherly hate, once again, or can we dispense with these pagan things, the ritualistic sacrifice of our betters, and accept the true God of Love and Compassion, as the God of America that will guide us to out true North without spilling anyone’s blood.

It comes to me, that every time that I remember Abraham Lincoln’s assassination at the Ford theater, after he gave us all the measure of his greatest gift — the brotherhood of men in equality, and then as I recall JFK’s Dallas assassination from the bullets streaming at his head from the grassy knoll, or those that shot MLK dead while gazing from the balcony of his motel for a night that became his epitaph, and that of his spirit brother RFK, whose assassin’s bullet lodged in the back of head at his hotel victory party — all these bloody memories ended for ever the era of discord and somehow ushered the era of Love. Yes it took time for the Vietnam war to end, but we always knew that we had come to the end of our resources of hate, and violence. Cause, we surely knew that only when thoroughly exhausted and bereft of any decent leader, is the point that we surrender to the better angels of our hearts and we stop fighting.

Sadly it is then, right then when we stop fighting because we mange to conquer our inner Demons at the last breath of life escaping our throats, and finally surrender to these better angels of our heart, so that we get to remember how to be our brother’s keeper, and hopefully with the good Lord on our side, we revert to Hope and rebuilding our ravaged nation.

Yet until we take all the risks, until we finish the fights, and until we fall off of our feet, truly and fully exhausted, as men dead-tired after much fighting, and after wrestling with God and suffering through our personal and our communal agony — we can finally come to rest and wallow in the bitter tears flowing from the eyes that have seen perhaps entirely too much.

This is the feeling that describes the true Agony of Hope.

And this bittersweet fruit of great expectation, fully convinces me now that America will bounce back from this spate of wanton and scurrilous violence we are going through — if we allow her to HEAL these self inflicted wounds we are all nursing alone and collectively as victims of this undeclared Civil War that we are going through as you read these lines.

Monsieur De Tocqueville spoke with assurance that “WE” as Americans always find our way to return to that State of Hope, and this is what I found doubtful in my last couple of years of pain and anguish…

But I feel like I can talk about it now. Much therapy has transpired with good people at my pillow and with unnamed friends holding my hand when my soul was not there in my lifeless body. And that is where both my prophetic flowing, my “mind reading” and my dreams start flowing from as well, when I talk about the need to gather together to perform the miracle of healing for our National Psyche.

Apparently all good things require someone’s sacrifice.

And I aim that my sacrifice become the Light that I can bring to bear in our situation today as a nation of much expectancy and yet much impediment along the way.

But because America has been always the beacon of hope to all the nations across this God’s green earth, I have to be gingerly about my resourceful criticism. And because I know that our national dreams and our national hopes are the very aspirations for all others that are struggling against the scepter of Tyranny and are hoping just like me to get out of the darkness, in order to see the cathartic light of day again.

And maybe this is a selfish pursuit, because I also want – need – a measure of hope, just to get out there, away from the fog of war, and tell my story hoping that somebody cares deep enough to stand by me and repeat it ad infinitum so that others have no reason to go through the same and thus our nation can be saved from tearing ourselves apart.

And maybe because I know that there have been too much suffering and too much agony not just for me, but for the many others, and in my heart of hears, I know that we need to lift them up, and save them from violence, well before anyone can kill them — we need to summon the sun to rise up again. Summon the sun to rise and offer the light and defeat the darkness that is at it’s bleakest just before sunrise — and that I felt so viscerally and for so long since my assassination attack at the hands of the Microsoft AntiFa fascists back in February of 2017.

Please indulge me for a moment.

Indulge me because methinks that my personal agony, is hope. And if you want to understand my journey — I had simply to look upon the goodness of God in my life to have the expectation that my Brain Surgery would succeed, and that against all odds, I would be resuscitated and hopefully survive in a reasonably healthy state of being.

Yet pain was to be my companion for life, and that is my journey…

What is then my journey to Hope?

I want to tell you a little story, which might — just might — contain a tiny grain of truth that resonates also with you, about the challenges before us now, and what it takes to meet them. It is a story all too common in America today. It is a bloody story that makes me angry every time I attempt to retell, and yet it is cathartic to attempt the journey of a Survivor in the public stage.

And now, please imagine that you are me for a while…

And then further imagine that you get attacked with the intent to be killed by a Mob of militant assassins who manage to get a “go at you” and beat you up so thoroughly that they transport you to the threshold of death. And the reason for all this hate and violence is because they do not like the words that come out of your mouth, and they hate your political prospects, and they dehumanize you and figure that it is OK to want to deprive you of your Life.

And that is that…

It goes like this:

Indeed one would think of me as indestructible. And as the illegitimate grandson of a great man — I must be about the same… But we are certainly not indestructible, because we are made of blood and sinew, of fragile bones holding the flesh, and of a cranium that contains a well traveled brain. That is all.

And yet the same frame and the meat-suit, can be quite serviceable as it is often said of myself who have in my own times survived a few falls, crashes, and singularly dangerous near misses, and an Assassination Attempt or two…

The most recent violent attack against me for Political reasons was the assassination attempt against me, that took place inside the Microsoft headquarters near Seattle, in the Redmond company town — when I was giving a speech on the 28th of February of 2017. Post election violence by the Muslims, the Liberals, and the misguided AntiFa Anarcho-Democrats has reached a crescendo.

Seeing as the Democratic party and their Mass Media mouthpieces, are now sowing the seeds of a New Civil War, by whipping up the population in a frenzy, and guiding them to take up arms and start shooting against their fellow citizens and their representatives, it becomes likely that we will launch ourselves in a new era of brotherly bloodshed and mayhem — very much like the time of the Democratic party instigating the Civil War as they sought to preserve the institution of Slavery for the exploitation of humans.

And with every liberal attack against people and the Constitution, with every hateful broadcast against the President, with each and every fake news atonement of the DNC crimes, corruption, and plantation politics and their excuses — these people cause the fabric of our Constitution, our Liberties, and our Union; to be torn asunder. They put tears amongst us, as they seek to divide us. They put tears in our Union, and they put a heavy strain in our Compassion for each other by teaching contempt and hate for each other and for all that we hold dear.

They do this because they want this country to fail and fall, for the benefit of our Enemies. And here is where Abraham Lincoln comes again to remind us: “Both parties deprecated war; but one of them would make war, rather than let the nation survive; and the other would accept war, rather than let it perish. And the war came… Fondly do we hope — fervently do we pray — that this mighty scourge of war may speedily pass away.” –Abraham Lincoln – 2nd Inaugural Address – March 4, 1865

Since time immemorial, Leaders gather their people around them and speak to them of their dreams and aspirations, of their beliefs and principles, and of the future we want to build together — in order to lead our Community, our State, and our Union towards a better tomorrow. This is what I was doing inside Microsoft on a regular blustery Tuesday evening this last day of February the 28th. And that is when an unruly crowd of Microsoft snowflakes, liberals and Islamic haters, who broke-up my speech into a riotous and ridiculous attack, and then ushered me into a dark corridor, where they kicked & fist cuffed me, and banged my head against the solid post and against the wall a couple of times. Over time the blunt head trauma and concussion, have resulted in a serious hematoma, on the left temple on the outer brain, that is leading to a serious condition that has incapacitated the left side of the head and face, and continues to weaken the whole left side of my body. The possibility of paralysis and death is imminent. Yet what what keeps me up at night now, besides this grave Medical condition, and what has become my priority — is to speak up and make every effort to heal the rifts in our country so that we don’t destroy our Union and we do not become victims to hate and malice.

Let us listen to the better Angels of our heart and let them guide our Actions towards Compassion and Love, for each other, even though, much as any family we at times have to fight. Yet now we need to stop our petty quarrels, and silence our lips, lest we cause this fight to blossom into a civil war. Now we have to come together. We have to kiss and make up. Because not only we have to do this for our sake and for our peace — but we have to do it, if we want to keep our Republic alive. Still we must do this in earnest — if we want to keep our own lives, and those of our children, because we truly know that a new Civil War today, will be so much more devastating, and many more souls will be sacrificed to Evil, than those lost in the First Civil War.

“At what point then is the approach of danger to be expected? I answer, if it ever reach us, it must spring up amongst us. It cannot come from abroad. If destruction be our lot, we must ourselves be its author and finisher. As a nation of freemen, we must live through all time, or die by suicide.”
–Abraham Lincoln – Lyceum Address – January 27, 1838

Now this traumatic condition of mine, requires some special form of brain surgery to remove the blood clotting and compressing the brain — but we will manage this to the best of our ability and with whatever help my good Doctors can provide. Yet God willing and with your prayers we shall overcome. We shall overcome because we have work to do and we will not stop until we succeed in our pursuit of the United States election for the Senate seat on behalf of the Washington State. We will wrestle that seat away from the control of the corrupt liberals and will restore it to the Conservative majority that is at this moment making this country Great Again.

But first we have to alleviate that brain hematoma condition soonest, because otherwise I might get reduced to a situation similar to that of the Cambridge physicist Stephen Hawking who is on a wheelchair immobile and having to speak through a tube that translates breath to words…

As a matter of fact, Divine Intervention and Godly fortune might have saved me that awful day, when I was set upon by the ‘rabid dingoes’ of the Islamic liberals of Microsoft…

And indeed fortune smiled upon me that day, because the blunt trauma to the head resulted to an immediate concussion and a contusion, and I slept for almost 24 hours straight between bouts of vomit and lethargy. But I gather that fortune was upon me because my first visit the Doctor did not detect the Concussion and no X-Rays were requested although I was not very ambulatory and thus had to stay in bed for days and weeks on end. And only when my face started fully dropping and my eyes could neither open nor close — I sought specialist Doctor’s advise and Emergency Care.

This is the end of the devious fortune that smiled upon him and I wish to not have any more of her supine charms anymore. Yet it is my Responsibility to lead my people and that is what I shall continue doing. “Neither let us be slandered from our duty by false accusations against us, nor frightened from it by menaces of destruction to the Government nor of dungeons to ourselves. LET US HAVE FAITH THAT RIGHT MAKES MIGHT, AND IN THAT FAITH, LET US, TO THE END, DARE TO DO OUR DUTY” AS WE UNDERSTAND IT. –Abraham Lincoln – Cooper Union Address – February 27, 1860

Same as old grandpa Winston, enjoyed this diffident Fortune that she blessed us squarely upon the head, (literally) and put us into a comma. He from jumping from the bridge to escape his pursuers, and me escaping running into a dark corridor to escape the head pounding from my pursuers — both of us running for our life.

It is thus his Life and mine that were spared many times over, from destruction, and from certain yet untimely death. A good break if you can catch it. But the blunt trauma to the head makes me now look like the Quasimod or the hunchback of Notre Dame de Paris — but that is Life.

Here is my ugly mug as it looks today, after this dastardly and treasonous Microsoft organized politically motivated and racist attack by the subhumans and by the CEO of that silly company an Islamist named Satya Nadela who is coming as a simpleton and a hateful snowflake engineer, who migrated from the horrors of Mumbai in the old Raj subcontinent of India.

Look and weep:

Yet sad as this might seem — we have hope for recovery after a long treatment period and a certain type of brain surgery….

Yet to allow this assassination attack to take place inside the global headquarters of Microsoft because the Microsoft CEO Mr Satya Nadela refused to offer any form of Security to this Candidate for the United States Senate Dr Pano Churchill, for his official speech is unconscionable. And to go after the attack and further injure the leader of the American Political party — the Lincoln Party — is criminal. Because all of Mr Satya Nadela efforts today are at hiding this terrible attack under the collective power that Microsoft’s wealth and Public Relations propaganda machine can buy along with the buy out of the Redmond Corrupt Police department. It’s a nice job to have to be a CEO of a powerful and extra wealthy company that hides it’s wealth in international tax heavens and hates our President all the while pretending to be a good guy whereas in reality they are a daft champion of Anti-Americanism and are full of Hate for our Liberty and Democracy.

Because what else do you call those hate mongers, the Islamists, and the misguided Socialists, who rule Microsoft, but clueless and haters? And what about the infamous MicroSerfs that attacked me in order to stop my speech, and in order to silence this defender of Liberty and the staunchest Supporter of our own American Constitution in this State?

They are all sadly lost to us because they believe that hate and violence might solve anything today and want to divide our country to pieces. They sincerely want to finance the sedition effort of the five Western States, and think this idiotic plan will succeed. All because their candidate didn’t manage to steal the elections…. Sad tools and daft binary individuals with out a trace of imagination or innovation amongst them.

Yet this is the leadership of Microsoft today and hope that somebody from the Board of Directors is listening because this is actionable intelligence to fire the CEO and all his minions and start from scratch with honest hard working Americans unwilling to become the Slave Farm that Microsoft has become with the thousands of contract workers form the subcontinents. That is how the Islamist have taken control of this company.

Perhaps time to change that… and maybe the IRS should also look into their nefarious tax avoidance practices and the Homeland Security and the Immigration Service ought to look into how they break all the Immigration laws customarily and that is why they fight the President’s Immigration Executive Order.

But the violence they loosened upon me at the time of my speech in their headquarters will surely be their undoing because we have watchful Leaders in command of our country and our Justice department is now getting ready to attack them and the corrupt Redmond Police department with a strong investigation.

And my advise to the snowflake Mr Satya Nadela is to be careful because Americans are just and honest people and things change fast here just like the changeable weather of Seattle. And as soon as the American people find out that their preferred Conservative yet Independent US Senate Candidate for the State of Washington, has been gravelly injured and yet remained alive and is fighting — they will flock to my defense.

Mr Nadela, methinks that your days sabotaging our country are coming to a swift end…

Count my words little man of Microsoft, and well paid protector of assassins.

And I have no doubt that honest to goodness American people will start a massive boycott of Microsoft and cause the end of that terrible regime of Islamic fundamentalists within our country. All in the cause of Liberty and Democracy and while I was giving a political speech bout Innovation having being invited under false pretenses by this Microsoft company leader, who does not tolerate the American Constitution that guarantees our basic human rights, our Freedom of Speech, and our basic freedoms.

In the hands of these fools I suffered a betrayal and a dastardly attack against my Life. But for the Grace of God I would by now be dead… Yet providence summoned me and saved me, and I only have God to Thank for my being alive today. And I have the Good Doctors to also thank for a good survival outlook, and a positive prognosis. As for the future — we yet don’t know what it holds for this new Guardian of another “Thermopylae” today — but I assure you that I will run for the United States Senate position of the Washington State this elections of 2018 and we will win. Count on it.

Because if anything I am a fighter and as long as have a breath of Life inside of me — I will fight to win and to represent the American people and all the Washingtonians fully and well. Honest Politicking is what we need and not more corrupt politicians like Patty Murray and Maria Cantwell that all they do are to say Yes to a corrupt DNC and their lobbyists that line up their pockets with ill gotten gabs that make them store bought politicians like so many that we need to eject form the Capitol in order to drain the swamp…

And I promise you that I will fight on, because very much like my grandfather Winston — I am made of stern stuff and of a strong disposition. And of a certain temerity that allows me to withstand these barbaric attacks from the Asiatic forces of darkness, even when those hateful forces are located in Redmond Washington and are part of the Leadership of a famous company called Microsoft. A company that has certainly lost it’s way, it’s rudder, and it’s compass, in the hands of an Asiatic simpleton who is just a leader of the horde and who has no relation to our American values, nor any understanding of our Constitution, and certainly no respect for our Liberty.

Indeed it is a terrible thing to witness the distraction, and the loss of direction, of an once proud company like Microsoft. What a shame…

Yet my fortune to be alive today after suffering such an attack is the unique and special connection, between grandfather Winston Churchill, and grandson Dr Pano Churchill, above all else. Our long term survival against all odds… unites us firmly, and our resilience against assassination attempts from our haters and those Nazis, Islamists, or Communists, unites us even further into the fabric of Democracy and Liberty amongst this group of select Patriots that guard the Republic willingly giving our own blood to nourish the tree of Freedom for all Americans and indeed for all Free people of the Free world.

Of course Winston Churchill encountered death up close and personal many times, same as me, but his “times” were far more graphic, involving horses and men, bullets whizzing overhead, and swords swashbuckling, and due to length of time passed since — they also have become a lot more impressively public, because his secrets can be revealed today, since the Official Secrets Act only lasts so long… but in his time it was always his battles against the Muslim barbarians that were the most graphic in wanton violence that this aberrant cult of Hate and Dishonor, inflicts upon people. Same than as it is today that they threaten our cherished Union seeking to break us apart by sowing the seeds of hate and discord amongst us. But let me warn all of our Enemies using the words of an immortal Leader: “When the people rise in masses on behalf of the Union, and the liberties of their country — truly may it be said: “The gates of hell shall not prevail against them.”” –Abraham Lincoln – Rebuttal to Governor Morton – February 11, 1861

Old honest Abe died because of his beliefs and because of his victorious work in keeping the Union alive. Yet, he was larger than life. But I have survived, same as my grandfather Winston Churchill, who dodged bullets grazing his head, hitting his tent when asleep, or even hitting his horse, and his comrades – and yet he always seemed to escape with his life. Because he had not accomplished his purpose yet. It was towards the end of his Life that he came to accomplish the great deeds that he was scheduled to achieve in the first instance. He survived, and lived, not exactly unscathed, but certainly he survived the wounds and the betrayals. Still he always said that he was always wounded more deeply from those betrayals small and large, arising from those errant friends, or those amongst his intimate circle of friends, and trusted colleagues and even his family — than from any of those wounds that the enemy had inflicted upon his body.

Same as me now that I reflect on the dastardly betrayal of my Microsoft colleagues who ambushed me by guiding me unsuspecting, and without any security, into the trap they had set up for me. A trap full of venomous snakes of the human variety. This is the biggest betrayal there is, and the deepest wound against my mortal coil… and against my psyche, and my loving human nature. Because I believe in the innate goodness of all human beings and when I see this level of wickedness — I am astounded at the depth of darkness and barbaric idiocy, these silly folks can dive deep into…

Indeed Winston same as yours truly — hated betrayal, more than any other vice in life. And he did so because he had felt the sting of betrayal far too many times, during his multifarious life…

And so I have come to hate this betrayal at this instance where I was lured to give a speech inside Microsoft Headquarters under false pretenses, only to be betrayed and driven to bear my cross up to my personal “Golgotha” where my persecutors sought to nail me upon the metaphorical cross, of a slow and painful death, due to blunt head trauma that acts like a delayed fuse bomb in the brain.

What bastards and losers can live inside the skin of seemingly ordinary Microsoft employees that are all MicroSerfs, self haters, and zombies against Liberty… in the placid and green campus in the little company town of corrupt Redmond city, next to Seattle… is beyond belief.

Amazing betrayal of public trust.

And the fact of the matter is this gets worse because the Redmond Police department is steeped into this corruption like a drunk with his head n the toilet. Being a company town Microsoft dictates to the Police department all of their actions and of course it causes them to cover this thing up and to not even arrest the named attackers some two months after this dastardly assassination attempt occurred inside Microsoft headquarters.

Maybe now the new FBI director will get involved to solve this and maybe the Justice department will handle this delicate matter of an assault against the heart of our Democracy…


But at least the prognosis is not of an imminent death… Not yet… Unless … the fortune withdraws her protections and God figures he don’t need me anymore. But I am sure that is not to be the case yet.

So stay strong my friends. State strong, and keep me in your prayers.

As for the Doctors here is a view of my current state of affairs:

As you can see I have serious enemies not only because I am a legend in my time, but because I run for the position of United States Senator on behalf of this State of Washington that I have chosen to make my home since the time I went to the local college here the University Washington.

Now please imagine, that somehow I have managed to survive all these incredible attacks emanating from the sore losers of the Democratic party apparatchiks who fashion themselves to be fascists like the criminals that run North Korea across the Pacific today.

And it is a fitting metaphor because North Korea targets Seattle with nukes, and yet we have to remain defenseless without even a simple Civil Evacuation Plan. We have to wait the nuclear bombs in our homes because the faulty liberals that run this State as a Soviet state for the last fifty years have decreed that we should have no protection from Nuclear Armageddon lest we anger our North Korean friends.

Imagine that… We have no escape plan, and certainly no evacuation plan, nor any defense plan — because the Dems have passed a stupid law that forbids us from making any public plans for this eventuality…. claiming that any defensible plan against a nuclear attack form North Korea, will be a detriment to Peace.

This is how crazy and mentally unstable as well as violent, the various mobs of liberal haters have become…

As a further example of liberal hypocrisy and violence, here is a story today about a Tennessee woman, who was apparently discontent with her congressman’s remarks at a town hall held at the University of Tennessee-Martin, did what any normal, curious and courteous constituent would do to have her followup concerns addressed — she chased his car down, forced him off the road and started screaming and banging on their windows. You guessed it. The congressman, David Kustoff, is a Conservative. And indeed a full on Republican. And for Conservatives as well as for Republicans, all over the United States, it is open season and it is getting positively dangerous out there. This particular story ended with Wendi Wright, 35, being arrested and charged with felony reckless endangerment. And the specifics of her charges come down to this: She allegedly chased Kustoff and his aide, Marianne Dunavant, in her car as they drove from the town hall event, ultimately intimidating them to the point that they pulled into the driveway of somebody they knew. That’s when Wright got out of her car, approached theirs, and began to scream and rant, pound their windows and, at one point, reached inside their vehicle. She also stepped in front of their car to prevent the congressman and his aide from leaving, police said. Wright ultimately left the scene — but was apprehended after she posted details of the incident to her Facebook page. And it’s that little facet of the story that seems most remarkable. Think about it: Ms violent snowflake Wright was so proud of her behavior that she put it out there for the world to see. She felt no shame; no need to hide her actions. The question we need to ask is this: Is Wright demented? Or just an average Democrat in the Trump era?

Certainly, the atmosphere in the country has turned much more accepting of violence as a form of leftist political protest in recent months — since the rise of President Donald Trump, in fact. College campuses are filled with angry, ignorant students influenced by politically progressive and Marxist professors who don’t mind tossing a rock or two at building windows whenever a conservative speaker comes to town. The streets are filled with anarchy-minded individuals who seem to take whatever cause of the day — women’s rights, for example, or climate change — and turn it into a vicious anti-Trump drumbeat that ends with cars ablaze, people injured and general mayhem inflicted. The congressional halls of Democratic offices are filled with calls to impeach Trump, finding an actual impeachable offense be danged. And the media, the ever complicit media, don’t mind rising from the mud, when opportunity presents, to join the anti-this, anti-that fray as well.

Just a few days ago, police in West Virginia’s Capitol arrested a journalist, Daniel Ralph Heyman, who they said was “aggressively breaching the Secret Service agents to the point where agents were forced to remove him a couple of times from the area,” ABC News reported, citing an officer. Apparently, Heyman was also allegedly “causing a disturbance” by yelling questions at Health and Human Services Secretary Tom Price — stupid questions, no less. Heyman, in a followup interview with the Associated Press, said he was “arrested after he repeatedly asked Price about whether domestic violence is a pre-existing condition under the Republican health care proposals and got no response,” ABC reported. Hey, Heyman: You probably got no response because there was no response to give. The question was aimed at inciting an emotional backlash; it had no basis in logic or fact. Heyman, of course, has now become the cause celebre for the media to talk about the First Amendment — from an anti-Trump point of view, of course. The whole fiasco could have been easily avoided. Price, just a short time later, held a public news conference where he fielded journalists’ questions. In other words: Heyman could’ve waited his turn. He just wanted to stir trouble. All this, meanwhile, comes on the heels of an appeal by a Huffington Post editor-at-large for leftists to simply hound those of the pro-Trump camp by following Republican politicians to their places of work, places of dining, places of living, and stand outside and protest and demand answers. Answers to what? Apparently, to why they’re Republicans, refusing to vote Democratic.

Yet this is the tone and atmosphere of the country right now. And it’s one created and fueled solely by the left. So what’s a good Republican to do to stay safe?

The easy answer, of course, would be to hide and go underground — to keep quiet, to cower and run. But this is what the left wants. And why should they win? The voters, after all, have spoken.

No, what’s called for in the face of these bullies is to fight harder. Bullies don’t back down unless they’re met with a force that’s to be reckoned with. And how do you best fight lying, deceptive, argumentative, angry, irrational, violent socialist-minded partisans with intent on corrupting the Constitution and destroying the greatness of America? With truth. With courage. With the full armor of God — including the breastplate of righteousness, shield of faith, and sword of the spirit.

In the face of such power, the permanent and indefensible evil these lunatic leftists represent — can only flee in panic. After all snowflakes melt under the scrutiny of the Sun and the strong warm light of day.

And so do buttercups… and assorted vermin.

They all scurry and melt away when the light shines upon them…

In another story today, the sense of a divided America, is growing as do the attacks against us from the violent haters who masquerade as Democrats and Socialists, or Islamists and Feminists… because that is what represents my Microsoft experience where the attackers have continued their harassment against me even after their violent physical attack. And to this day they still attack me with various cyber attacks against my servers and websites, and they besmirch my good name through Libel that is directed by the all powerful Microsoft PR and legal machine. Imagine a large public Company attacking a candidate for the United States Senate and using Libel by sullying my good name through various libelous attacks and through their stopping the investigation of the Redmond Police department which they fully own and control. And by spreading malicious rumors about me and even using their wealth to buy my legal reps, and cause them to betray me, they cause further harm, and injury to me, same as they do through their spreading of misinformation against me. Indeed Microsoft has spread so many nasty rumors against me in an effort to discredit me, and cause me further loss of face, and business value, that they publicly libel me even in places and venues where I have speaking engagements scheduled for the future. Of course as you would expect, this brazen and systematic hateful libel action, against an incapacitated victim of a violent attack inside their Headquarters will not go unpunished. Because as soon as I recover some of my strength – we will report them to the FBI and to the Justice department. And we will also start a boycott against this nasty Company because they have been inimical to Justice and the American way. And that is why I call upon all of you, to pass this bit of news forward; so that we can alert the American public to their barbaric hateful ways, of libeling the brave amongst us — hoping to bring us down to their sorry level of slithering snakes and venomous haters.

Sadly here in Seattle it is a world full of wickedness and hate, that we have to live in -amongst these passive aggressive bipolar and hateful liberals who are always under the influence of the marijuana that is the legal herb today. And all the weak snowflakes smoke, vape, inhale and ingest cannabis in myriad different ways of getting seriously stoned and mentally jacked-up to the point that they go crazy and are violent and totally unaccountable of their actions. And indeed all of Microsoft is a big Cannabis factory where just walking out in the green grass amongst the buildings, you can smell and even taste the weed, and you get an instant contact “High” just by breathing the air. Because nothing else is emanating in that Corporate Campus besides the smell of mental rot that cannabis smoking represents, and the liberal mindset of militant Islamists and America haters. Never mind that its a felony to be smoking marijuana in public — the Redmond Police department is owned by Microsoft and they never arrest anyone there. As a matter of fact they are also probably stoned and the Police people there really don’t give a damn. So keep on smoking MicroSerfs — you are really getting smarter by the minute… But as you are lost amidst the smoke of thousands and thousands of puffers and losers out there like your CEO please keep in mind that there is Justice at the end of the Rainbow and as the Arc of the Universe tends towards justice — your time for you just deserts has finally arrived.

As for the CEO Satya Nadela, he is a crooked person just as his Presidential candidate Hillary is, and just as corrupt. Clearly the fish stinks form the head on down in the company town of Redmond where the Mayor and all the City Council as well as the head of the Police department are all in the payroll of Microsoft in ways direct and indirect… Never have I seen a greater case of public Private Corruption that this nasty swamp of Microsoft and Redmond City and Police department. Time for the new head of the FBI to come around and clean this smelly stable, full of bullshit.

Yet I chose to go speak there willingly, because I did not Know any of these things In advance. When I agreed to speak at the Microsoft headquarters, I was fully expecting that a regular Microsoft Security detail and Redmond Police department security detail would be present to prevent just such an event from happening. But apparently the security detail was turned down and neither Microsoft Security, nor the Redmond Police department deployed anyone to protect me. The company failed in a series of ways to protect me. instead the CEO of the company Satya Nadela chose not only to place me in danger because he knew that I am a VIP candidate for the US Senate, and a person that is known to be a strong Speaker for the Constitution, that attracts tons of fanatics — but he also held back any Security personnel from attending my speech inside his Headquarters Campus. And although I am known to be a person that attracts all the “moths” to my high intensity LIGHT emanating from within — the CEO of Microsoft Mr Satya Nadela failed me intentionally, because apparently he wanted to teach me a “lesson” that I will not forget since he is a supporter of my opponent corrupt Ms Patty Murray. Worth noting the Senator Patty Murray is well known because her nephew is the accused pervert Mayor of Seattle Ed Murray, a sick person that has been accused by dozens of men as having molested them when they were mere children. This is the openly gay Mayor Ed Murray, who is not only a nephew of Senator Patty Murray that has put him there through her nepotism, but is also the Mayor who has perverted the youth of the city through his devious sexual ways. And Satya Nadela, the CEO of Microsoft, being himself a snowflake who supports Patty Murray and the Mayor Ed Murray, are all peas of the same pod. and this is what I hear from people near the matter, and around the office of the CEO Satya Nadela of Microsoft. Allegedly the CEO of Microsoft, is also a weed smoker, an islamist, and a snowflake, and as such he doesn’t give a damn about anything other than his personal pleasures and his own libelous behaviour.

So I took an outsized risk without knowing the depth of idiocy prevailing that Company’s leadership and the risk backfired, and I got fully beat up. Yet I take the blame and the obviously heavy injuries from it — because the reason why we take Big Risks is for the support of our Cause. And I am willing to take any amount of risk in the cause of Freedom and Democracy. This is because these things are really worth it. And because I live a Life of principle — in defense of our Republic — I am willing to take all these extraordinary risks, even against my own Life. But I am always heartened by the admonition that through my example millions of others will follow and join the fight on the right side of History, by openly and unashamedly speaking up for Freedom and Democracy, wherever we are called to give a talk, or asked to speak up and exercise our First Amendment rights.

This practice indeed, makes us even more human, than the opposite, and elevates us to a position far above that of our attackers who occupy the slimy underground. And we will win in the end after all the attacks, because this is our path to Victory, and their path to defeat…

And as Gandhi always said:

“First they laugh at you, then they attack you, and then You win.”

And let’s also remember Winston Churchill’s permanent admonition:

“When you are going through Hell — keep on going.”


A case in point of how good risk is always taken, is worth remembering, that President Trump has taken an outsized risk by running and wining the Elections of 2016…

Yet crazy people today in this divide country are calling for his assassination like this woman in the story bellow. One has to wonder if enraged liberals are simply unaware that calling for the assassination of the president is a federal crime?

I’m starting to think that might be the case, considering how many are making this very foolish mistake. But, then again, maybe they’re just that dumb…

Joining the bandwagon of what liberals seems to think is an acceptable form of protest, a Kentucky woman over the weekend urged anyone listening and able to assassinate Trump.

Taking to Twitter, Heather Lowrey wrote: “If someone was cruel enough to assassinate MLK, maybe someone will be kind enough to assassinate Trump. #bekind #trump #lovetrumpshate” On e has to wonder if the violent liberal snowflakes are simply unaware that calling for the assassination of the U.S. President is a federal crime?
Same as it is to try to assassinate a US Senate Candidate. It is a federal crime, and not just a local crime…
Yet, I’m starting to think that the Liberals ad their Enablers, the local Democratic politicians that allow them to cause this much unrest, are all totally crazy, considering how many are making this very foolish mistake like the dodos of Microsoft. But, then again, maybe they’re just dumb, stoned, and stupid — due to their voracious consumption of the chronic stoner wed.
So joining the bandwagon of crazy ideas, that liberals seems to think is an acceptable form of protest, a Kentucky woman over the weekend urged anyone listening and able to assassinate Trump — to do so. Taking to Twitter, Heather Lowrey wrote: “If someone was cruel enough to assassinate MLK, maybe someone will be kind enough to assassinate Trump. #bekind #trump #lovetrumpshate”

This Heather clearly a demented and violent snowflake, brought upon her head immediately some severe consequences, in addition to Twitter shutting down her account. First, Heather Lowrey was fired from her job at the burlesque company “Va Va Vixens,” which released the following damning statement against her: “Please, know that we, at Va Va Vixens, do not condone the behavior of Heather Lowrey. She was dismissed the moment we were informed of this incident. We have a zero tolerance policy for such. It’s no secret that we are in the midst of a divided nation. With so much hate and anger in the world, our hope is to be a sanctuary that welcomes all walks of life with open arms. We do not condone hate by any party and will not partake in it. We in no way support negative behavior or malicious intent from anyone.” Second, she received a very scary visit from the Secret Service, which will now investigate her threat. Liberals need to understand that they might not like having Trump as their president, but threatening to kill him is not an acceptable means of protest. Unless they are purposely trying to get thrown in jail, for their troubles…

Yet, as political leaders we expose ourselves to considerable risk daily, because risk taking, is what made Donald Trump the President of the United States today, and risk taking is what propels me to seek the Untied States Senate position, on behalf of the great State of Washington in 2018, same as I have tried in 2016… with great results.

So join me to make our campaign for 2018 great and you can also drive those liberals and their islamic militant brethren deep underground where they belong…

“I leave you, hoping that the lamp of liberty will burn in your bosoms until there shall no longer be a doubt that all men are created free and equal.”
–Abraham Lincoln – Speech at Chicago, Illinois – July 10, 1858



Dr Churchill


You see back in 2016 I was trying to help rebuild a democracy, you see, and so I’d been invited to speak and tour America — where I had developed since childhood, a soft spot for among other things, the American Dream and the American Way, which in a nutshell is Independence, Liberty, Freedom, Justice, and the Pursuit of Happiness.

Ironic, then, that I ended up with a mere — broken head in early 2017 as I was giving a speech inside Microsoft’s Headquarters on the last day of that horrible February as it was turning to March, and I was visibly reminded of Caesar’s “Ides of March” …

Of course, there were those who found this strange assassination attempt comforting and even soothing for their political beliefs and still do today.
But I want to hope that these people are a minority in our country and are not very much human after all.

Those attackers of mine are sub-human because they clearly don’t understand yet the error of their ways, nor do they understand that violence never solved anything. And that haters never changed any society for the better.

Never, ever.

And that if they hate me for my admiration for these grand, perhaps hubristic, American ideals, so be it… Yet, even these sub-people serve a purpose, because their actions sanctioned by the powerful “Hillaries” of our Society and given free rein to commit violence by their Bosses at Microsoft, all point out the absurd contradictions that lie therein Political Violence for the purpose of shutting people’s speech and disallowing their voices from been heard inside our Democracy. But what they fail to see is that makes this country an AntiFa Hillary dictatorship, just like China, who claims that freedom is a bad word, and espouses war after war as they gear up for the next one. And they send tens of millions of people to slavery, segregation, re-education and death, without much thought.

Indeed these people say that the American way is a lie.

strange to say such a thing. Or perhaps you know exactly what I mean.

The people who were trying to build a society, from the ashes of colonialism, genocide, devastation, war, and ruin have to figure things out for themselves. Nobody teaches you how to do a revolution at school. Or at least they didn’t back then at the Founder’s time. And those that think they teach today’s activist theories for AntiFa “Resistance & Revolution” and such other drivel as they do now, they’re terribly wrong. Yes it is crucial for all to spend some time understanding a little here and a little there of what the early founders had to learn from…

Some of you might find this intriguing, some of you, strange, and some of you might suppose that our vicious fall as a country, at the hands of extremists, authoritarians, and big government fascists — was inevitable.

But I had to understand it early on, because while other kids played hide and seek, I learned, by the strange, sequence of events, what a dictatorship is, and what a deficit of freedom means, and what a junta is, and what a parliamentary system, or a royal versus a presidential system is, or socialism, communism, and capitalism are, and so on…

And this is when I understood that it was only Democracy, that had began to be the fully aspirational self governance. A method of personal governance that is full of hope for all the people.

My thoughts, though, were different, because I wasn’t wedded to a specific ideology — but what arched above them, the way a bridge spans the river. It seemed to me that I could understand things better if I didn’t accept all of anyone’s dogma. And perhaps that would allow me to also see the hypocrisy, the superficiality, and the blindness of people that was caused by their own strict adherence to faulty ideologies, particular circumstances, and unexamined lives.

I reasoned that anyone can talk about Liberty, Justice, Freedom, Hope and the Pursuit of Happiness, but not many bothered to truly understand what those words really mean. And even fewer people had made it their live’s purpose to defend those ideals, as I had chosen to do for my Life’s labors.

Of course, they are simple ideals.
But that doesn’t mean they’re theories.
Anyone can debate them as if they are pages from a book.
But not everyone knows what they truly are.

Yet to me what they mean is my life’s purpose.

Because this is what they mean to me.


I am what they mean, too.

Let me put it like this.

There is a test of these things going on now:

The question is not whether we are for freedom, justice, and equality.

Almost everyone will say that they are — save the most reprehensible and foolish.

Tyrants and dictators through history have said they were acting in the cause of freedom, to deliver justice, to promote equality, after all. The question is whether we are for Liberty, Justice, and the Pursuit of Happiness substantively, genuinely, and authentically, or not?

Are we in this game of life, full of meaning and purpose feeling it in our bone-marrow as we embed-it in our habits and in all of our acts, and not just in our words and our sentiments?

Yes or No, seems that now you are getting it…

You see, these things are ideals.

Which is to say that in this imperfect world, they are ever imperfect, unrealized things.

What I’m trying to say, is that even in America, these ideals have not been fully realized, they have not been made flesh, nor have they come to be true today any more than what they were in the past…

Yet we are always striving to get closer to them. Each and every day…

But the time is neigh…

The time is nearing, that all of them will become things that we can touch and feel and this will happen only through Hope. Because that is how thoughts become things. And that my friends has been proven to be true.

And yet, it is the tension between ideal and reality that is the ancient struggle of how to mature and expand democracy itself.

Yes, still today there are many more people that are still subjugated under totalitarian dictatorships than are truly free under Democratic rulers…

Yes, indeed. Many more people are oppressed and are viciously kept under the heel and the boot of the old, foolish ways of Despotic rule.

Yes, and even in places like America, violence and stupidity rules at the street level — and maybe they would rule forever, or at least as long as the Evil Democrats want to control people fully.

But those are the shortcomings of the Democratic system.

Yes, the critics were perfectly right.

But they were also perfectly wrong.

Democracy is the worst system of governance bar none. But it is also the only one that gives people Hope and Grace, and that makes it the best system of all, because ti provides Meaning & Purpose to the People of this land.

The ideals of Democracy provide something like a great and shining beacon in the dark, dark night, guiding all lost souls home. If, that is, home is where they wanted to go — instead of further out to a rough and heaving sea.

Remember when I said that politics was something more like a journey of lost souls seeking their way home — than some arid, strategic, partisan debate?

That is what I mean. I’m not sure that I can put this feeling into words, precisely — so I think by now, either you understand me, or you don’t.

The question before us, in this troubled age, where every kind of regression and folly is rising, is whether these ideals are guiding us home. Whether we are wise enough to understand that just because freedom, justice, and equality have not been perfectly realized yet is no reason to give up on them, sneer at them, scorn them, or turn them on their heads — it is a reason to redouble our pursuit of them.

Giving up on Democracy’s ideals — as shared and authentic things — just because they have not been realized well enough, fast enough, or wholly enough, after all, is the spark of today’s strong-woman authoritarian movements.

Democracy, in other words, is not really what we think it is. It is not a state, a set of rules, or even a legacy. Nor is it just a set of institutions and structures and codes. It is an attitude, a mode, a way. An attitude, as in a predisposition, an inclination, a struggle of a certain and very specific kind.

Perhaps it is the most difficult attitude, the worthiest and greatest struggle, of all. It requires us to hold two deeply contradictory thoughts, emotions, beliefs — not just for ourselves, but for all.

No, we have not realized freedom, justice, and equality perfectly. Perhaps we never will. For precisely that reason, we must not give up on them, at the very moment we find them lacking, short, deficient, or even wholly absent.

We must instead hone-in on them. We must focus like a laser on seeing them fully for what they are. We must sharpen them like a blade. We ought to speak about them and describe them if we are to reveal them to others like a sunset or even a sunrise, for the early birds, and we should carry them tenderly in our hearts like the memory of a lost child. We must water their thought and tend tp them like flowers and rosebushes in our garden.

Because we must always be working on freedom, justice, and equality. Always working, always working — because it is at precisely the hardest moments of all, when it feels like they have never meant less — that they have never mattered more.

Yet it seems that we are going the opposite direction, because you’d have to be either asleep or on Mars not to notice that, well, political violence is on the rise. Political violence is a violence of a very specific sort. It is the one that brinks down the walls of the edifice of our Democracy just as surely as the trumpets of the Jews brought down the walls of Jericho.

Now, if you’re not concerned by all this political violence of our times — you’re clearly not thinking hard enough, because these are the politics of chaos…

Let me spell that out for you very simply: In the absence of democratic order, it is those who can threaten the most violence who rule.

That is the law of the jungle, the animal law, the law of the Mobs, the law of AntiFa, the law of the Marauders, and indeed the animal law of the jungle.

And it seems to me that this is where we are headed today.

What is happening in the world today?

Ultimately, beneath the scandal, outrage, and drama, the essential problem is straightforward.

Political violence from the Left, has left far too many people feeling cheated, if not shattered and ruined. The other problem is that the groups offering remedies, are snake-oil salesmen: extremists, fascists, authoritarians, whose cure is worse than the disease. Orthodox liberal Capitalist and classical conservative parties are not really offering much when it comes to the failure of our Democracy, because mostly, they offer more violence as the remedy for too much of it.

Hence, In the absence of new model for social order, people are reverting to tribalisms of various kinds. The hard biological tribalism of fascism, the safety and triumphalism of authoritarianism, the sanctity and false piety of theocracy, and so on.

What do all these tribalists share in common?

The person that is sitting atop a hierarchy of violence — and to stay atop it, she must be the most violent of all. Hillary Clinton’s banal statement that Civility will not return to America until the is declared President is telling, as is Erik Holder’s words admonishing people to kick their opponents, and all the other Democrats that want to extinguish the life of their political opponents like the Brownshirts did during Krystalnacht, and beyond in fascist Germany under the Socialist Adolf Hitler.

Beneath the “Hillaries” and her AntiFa “death squads” there are the slightly less violent, then the less violent, then the merely cruel, and so on — until, at least, we cross the threshold of the nonhuman.

Because the other thing that societies founded upon violence need is a population of people who are not humans at all, to conduct that violence upon, and therefore, establish the hierarchy of strongmen.

Do you see how all these things are related?

Democracy, truly understood, is precisely the opposite — equality, not heirarchy, and consent, not violence. If you understand just this much, then you can see why violence is spreading across the globe today suddenly.

Now. Let’s translate this into the terms of the rising politics of chaos. What do we see today’s strongwomen doing? They threaten violence in two ways. Either they do it directly, like calling the press enemies. Or they create imaginary monsters, which which to frighten people — whether mobs or immigrants, or both — monsters who are not human, but possess all kinds of frightening, preternatural powers, who threaten to persecute and eliminate the strongman’s tribe. Therefore, quite reasonably, the strongman can now say — get them, before they get you.

But see what is really happening here: Hillary’s words that Civility will return once she is the president, is a classic con game. The strongwoman is running a protection racket on society — “I will protect you” from the very monsters I have created. So the first kind of violence — abuse that defines a new social hierarchy — establishes them as powerful and dominant. The second kind of violence — defines some as nonhuman — creates the need for safety from them, the need for purity, for decontamination, for expulsion, for, perhaps a “final solution”.

If you think all that — creating the threat who one then rescues the threatened person from — is precisely how an abusive mind works, you are not wrong.

The politics of chaos, which are likely to define this age, are centered on violence, and have three features. The rise of strongmen — whose primary duty is violence, both to create dominance, and to offer safety. The creation of imaginary monsters of all kinds. And the resultant frenzies — collective manias — among the movements that they lead.

Now, I want you to note the grim irony here. People are fleeing the chaos of collapsing society, because they simply cannot survive it — life expectancy falling, incomes shrinking, savings blown through, and occasionally having their heads bashed-in. The Independents have nothing left to turn to, really. So they are turning to strongwomen for a sense of order and belonging and safety instead. But the strongwomen are only creating more chaos.

What else would they do?

Remember, a protection racket is only any good when people are more frightened of the criminals than they are of the mafias. So the strongwoman cannot give her followers what they are really after — an ordered world. If she was to do that — who would need a strongwoman?

Hence, chaos across the globe is rising, not falling — and it is not likely to fall anytime soon. It is in the interest of the strongwomen who are the new leaders of an age of chaos to keep the world as chaotic as possible, for as long as they can.


What kinds of chaos are we likely to see?

The answer is, that’s probably the wrong question. Would you have imagined AntiFa fascists beating people in the offices of Microsoft just a few years ago?

Probably not.

So let’s decode what that means: There are ways to flout rules, to flaunt power, to shatter democracy like a fist through glass, or a baseball to the head of your opponent — in order to publicly demonstrate the impotence and humiliation, the castration, really of democracy.

In three specific ways: juridically, culturally, and socially.

First, public violence demonstrates who is above the law — and therefore, also, shows publicly what justice in the age of the strongwoman is. It is not the court or the tribunal or the jury — it is the mallet of the fascist and the nail studded gloved fist of the AntiFa.

And who has the biggest fist?

The strongwoman, Hillary and her tribe of assassins, of course.

Second, public violence demonstrates the lines which cannot be crossed anymore.

Before this Hillary’s PC rebellion, it was acceptable to criticize, to be dissatisfied, to belong to this party or that party, to be Independent, to wear those hats in different colors and in differing lettering — but now it is a recipe for a public beating. Violence establishes the cultural norms of an authoritarian society in this way — because now every decision is haunted by a kind of fear.

Third, public violence makes an example and teaches a lesson. The goal is deterrence — which is what every bully wants, really — for everyone, especially those who challenge them, to conform to his whims and wishes. In this way, public violence declares the values of an authoritarian society — we do not value education, thinking, reflection, ideas, refinement, reason, imagination. We value the saw, cutting through bones, the fist, smashing the flesh. Public violence teaches everyone, very quickly what the triumphant values of the new order are — greed, egotism, delusion, paranoia, and reflexive lashing out.

Shoot before you think.

In all these ways, public and political violence is perhaps the final wave towards undoing a Democracy.

Because it tells us that a society’s mind is broken now — and only its limbs still reflexively work.

What do I mean by that?

I mean that a society where violence is rising is also often one in which people now have beliefs that cannot be reconciled with reason — precisely because some of those beliefs are not reasonable to begin with. If you do not believe that a little baby in the womb is a human being just because they do not speak the same language as you — well, my friend, the problem is not the baby — it is you.

If you further believe that you have every right to kill this fully formed baby in your belly — the problem is you, because this is murder.

But abortion and it’s nuances is not what this is about. This is about dehumanizing the political opponent and making them a Non-Person. This is what the AntiFa Democrats are doing to all of their opponents by hounding them everywhere and depriving them of a Life until they get re-educated and re-join the herd of sheeple.

Very much like in 1984, or in Brave New World, and the Animal Farm — we see this at play, the Double-Speak and the Double-Think of today goes like this agains the political opponents that are falling victims to the other extreme of political violence that of “Mental Slavery.” Because the “Hillaries” are the plantation managers that decide to “change” you — and because you are not amenable to change they must send you back to re-education school to teach you how to think, what thinking is, what it means, how it is done — before anyone can try to reason or debate or sympathize with you at all.

That is how you become a Non-Person in this era of Cultural Revolution.

But a society of violence, which is also one that resorts to it precisely because it now has irreconcilable beliefs, is usually also a place full of just such broken minds.

So a society which is using violence to settle it’s disputes, isn’t just one in which democracy is troubled, or even one in in which it is unwell — it is one which democracy has reached its limits.

Becuase Democracy, you see, requires us to agree on basic facts. We are equals, and we deserve equivalent portions of freedom and justice for just that reason. But the societies the strongwomen are building now, follow precisely the opposite logic. And that is the tribal logic with says: We (non-persons) are not equals, and we do not deserve anything at all.

Of course in this list, the strongwomen at the top, and the other ones at the top deserve the most respect and obeisance, because they can threaten the most violence, and so on and so on, all the way down the line, until we reach the threshold of the non-humans, to which all the violence the strongwomen threaten must be done, so that they can prove that they are as strong as their Men counterparts…

Do you see the terrible logic at work here?

The politics of chaos, then, go like this: Authoritarianism and fascism replace consensual democracy.

Big government bureaucrats and their strong women replace the Democratically elected leaders of the olden times. Their studiously divided tribes, ordered by who can do the most violence, replace societies of equals — or at least, if we are generous, societies which hoped people would one day be equals. Therefore, violence replaces civilized behaviour, thinking, rules, codes, norms, values, conduct — everyday, sometimes in barely noticeable ways, sometimes in great and gruesome obscenities.

And so the age of political violence chaos is also the one where violence bleeds from every crack in every sidewalk — or at least threatens to. That is the world we are entering, my friends. And if you don’t like it, well, I suggest you use what little time you have left to vote, and make it a little less of a reality.

Perhaps that is why democracy is such a difficult thing to hold onto, or to even attain it for long, if history is any indicator…

And to last it needs to be watered often with that special grow-agent, the strange plant-food, the flesh & blood of the patriots, and their wish to let their souls go mingle with those souls of the long ago dead fighters for Liberty’s sake. And from them high sunny uplands of the Elysian fields, may the souls gaze as Angels upon our still simmering fights for learning how to live in a Libertarian Democracy that the ancients spoke of…

Government by the People, fo the People and from the People, shall not perish from this earth — if we understand it, so that we can keep it.

We need to educate each other, not just because Democracy needs educated people, or good information, or even trust in one another. But because it requires us to deny ourselves, and allow all other voices to be heard — even those that speak against it — without rancor, malice or hate.

And because it wants ourselves to be able to grasp this terrible and beautiful paradox — allow the enemies of it to speak — and learn how to “parlay” and debate, and then defend it with arms if need be, and maybe understand it this way a little better, and thus also hold it a little closer. Hold it closer each and every day.

Do you now see what I mean when I say the test of us is now?

Perhaps yes, perhaps not.

Maybe my story has just been a bittersweet tale.

Let it be.

I thought I understood something of all this then.

And yet, somehow, I’m still learning the lesson of that day I spent sparring with my attackers and fighting for my life, because they had weapons and sought to kill me.

Their wish was not to just deprive me of Life and Liberty because of their faulty ideology, but it was to simply terrorize all other people in our country who might be Independent minds and strong voices…

Yet, I survived and am here to tell you my Truth and hope that you will bear witness to my Agony of Hope because my hope is that we will live through this tragedy as Americans together.

And to do that we ought to have a measure of Compassion for ourselves and for each other. Because when we lose that, we ache, we are pained, we are sore, and we lose whatever it is that each one of us holds sacred in our heart of hearts.

Because deep inside I agonize why it was that day, when I began to know the purpose of my struggle and also the meaning of God’s awful grace…

That’s the agony of hope…

And it is that agony of hope, that still keeps me alive even though the God of Freedom has not seen fit to free me from the bonds of the people that hate & engage in mental slavery of my attackers, and from the fog of war that our beloved country wades through today.

Yearning for a New Day for my Country is my Hope and the agony of not seeing it coming past the horizon is what is so painful to me today. And if my life fails me, and I don’t get to see the promised land — I still yearn for my people to see that one day.

Because my longing is not for my eyes to see, since I have dreamt the promised land far too many times and I have bled for it — but my all consuming yearning is that my people will get there one day, and that the next children’s generation will keep the dream alive in the land of the living.

Dr Churchill


For Hope is my Savior — painful as it is…

And agony is my motivation to keep my dreams alive.

Yet it is “Meaning” that guides my footsteps away from the assassin’s aim to kill me or make my life so distasteful that I would kill myself, to escape the vagaries of hurt and paralysis.

And it was Victor Frankl’s book “Man’s Search for Meaning” that kept me alive through my journey in the Valley of Death where one misstep gets you erased from the face of this earth. And it was these dark moments that my family removed any sidearm — reading my sentiment correctly that suicide was in the cards to avoid the constant pain…

But here we are out the other end of this dark valley of Death and speaking about this, because I managed to find meaning in my Life and thus my purpose became to conjure-up some measure of hope.

And that is now my new dream: Give our Country HOPE.

Give our nation a measure of HEALING, and the undivided attention to building HOPE in a very real sense. Because our hope is not to be found in the bitter hatreds fermented by power hungry people.

Our Hope is not for personal rescue, but our hope in in God keeping our Republic alive. The essence of rescue for our nation is the Hope that God will show up before we tear ourselves apart,

And that is my dream, as I await for the Lord to call me in his presence.

So, because our Nation has been going down on a rather dangerous path since I was seriously wounded by a would-be assassin in 2017 who identified with the Antifa terrorists – am committed today to keep using my voice to speak out against this hate and wanton violence that has pitted us in a Civil War against each other, under the command of faulty strong-woman leaders that derive their power from hate and are only concerned about their lust for more power in their search to dominate and enslave their followers…

And because there is no purpose greater that the meaning of our dreams, I’ll keep speaking out for as long as I can, and to all those who are still open ended to hear an independent voice.

May your dreams are also to keep our country united and may the good God helps us keep all of our people along with our dreams inviolate, intact and sacrosanct.

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