Bleeding Edge

I know that I now have less time to live than I have already spent living…

I also know that my light needs to shine for more friends to find their way, for more foes to see the error of their path, and utmost for my People to see their way home.

As for me — I need that light to shine my path to salvation.

I feel like all days ahead are nothing but the stuff of wisdom, the bricks & mortar of miracles, the sinews & bones of dreams, and the thoughts & actions of revelations.

Therefore, please forgive me if I don’t listen to you repeating yourself, and if I pay no heed to your errant emotional baggage, or if I get to forget your slights & insults.

I do this as self preservation, because I have no time for endless lectures by ideologues of any stripe, since we both know that nothing will change…

As for other people and their foolishness — well, we are all aghast.

Further, I have no desire to argue with fools who do not act according to their age. And there’s no time to battle the gray. I fear nothing more than an old fool convinced of her righteousness.

In the same vein — I don’t attend meetings where egos are inflated, showboats are lording it all over us, and the remaining banana boats cruise at flank speed.

You see, since I can’t stand manipulators — why even attempt to pretend to like them?

I am also a little disturbed by envious people, the garden variety of slugs, who try to spoil, cheat & vilify the most capable, in order to grab their positions, talents and achievements.

I have too little time to discuss headlines – my soul is in a hurry.

See…

There are far too few candles left in the box.

I’m interested in human beings. Serious people. People who have humility in spades and can laugh at themselves, at their errors, and learn from their mistakes…

My friends are not those who are successful, but only those who understand their calling and don’t hide from the responsibility of Leadership.

I am in the same foxhole with all those amongst you who choose to defend human dignity no matter what, and always want to be on the side of truth, justice, & righteousness.

This is what living is for.

I want to live a worthy life as I surround myself with people who know how to touch the hearts of others.

Sufferers, who became wise through the blows of fate, who earned their stripes of life, not by living long in comfort and fear, but those who risked it all and arrived in the other side, able to rise up from the human rot, the detritus, and the muck all around us — and yet my friends managed to maintain the softness of the Soul.

I owe you a debt of gratitude because my Soul sees your souls as equals walking the same path to redemption.

God Bless You

Yours,

Dr Churchill

PS:

Yes, I hustle, I hustle to live with the intensity that only maturity can give. I’ll eat all the candy I have left – they’ll taste better than the ones I already ate.

My goal is to reach the end in harmony with myself, my loved ones and my conscience.

I thought I had two lives, but it turned out to be only one, and it needs to be lived with dignity.

Same goes for you my dear…

Take it from the horse’s mouth :